my life is seriously so close to perfect right now. ive been doing really great with my diet. ive lost 26 pounds and i have about 14-18 pounds to go. work is pretty awesome. ive been full time for the past month which is great because i can finally get health insurance and benefits and paid vacations. and ive met someone so wonderful who i care about so much. i thought this would never happen for me because i am so picky and so uncomfortable with myself and just weird about relationships. but i am so comfortable with him and i really feel like i can be myself around him which is so important to me. and i actually now remember what it feels like to care about someone so much in this way. i can not explain how happy i am.